Wow some how this is my 100th post yay im happy ive committed to this :D

More photos of Jess from the photo shoot. Well today was alright actually went to town with the lads got two new shirts :D I do love my shirts don't I. Any way ahhh READING :D and this weekend is going to be the nuts! Can not wait to see my two favourite/ best friends ever Brad and Stefan Sunday will be so good at hardings got ben,jim,yas,ash,chris,patt,della,brett and us going over to get crunk :D della better remember her camera :) take some drunken photos and play some beer pong I get brad!!! All in all one good easter holidays coming up just wish Vinyard would get better :'(

MY LIFE

YOU ARE:
my life
my best friend
the one i want to still be laughing with when im old
the one who will ask me to marry them at a paramore gig
the one all my memories are with
the one i love more then life
the one i can not describe in words
the one whos always there for me
the one if i fall out with i die inside
the one i am the happiest around
my everything
the sister i never had
the one who completes me
the one who is the greatest thing to ever happen to me
the one who when im around i couldnt give a shit about anything else.
my partner in crime at nfgs
the one who did a james bond with me in the corridor then we ran into almond
the one who i love to have a good old bitch about someone with
the one who has made me who i am today
the one who made me confident around people
the one i could not live without
the one who i can garentee i think about everyday
the one who i could quite happily spend every waking moment with
the one who when we arrange a revision session makes me toast and risp crispies and watches scrubs
the one who messages me when on holiday
one of the only ones to make an effort to come to my house ( coz its a treck away and no one else does)
the one who makes a good friends smile like ive never seen him smile.
I could go on for ages and ages but there are only three words that I can say and thats I Love You!
Emma Vinyard you are my everything know that! Get well soon please, I'm praying every night for you, your my number one! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Unusual photo shoot.

Haha Jess is a babe, she is a the most hardcore women I have ever met! But but her besides Laura and you have a mental couple! So today I did my unusual photo shoot and my idea was peircings and tunnels which Jess has a lot of so she was perfect :D but today got better when I got home to find out that Emma had got my Reading ticket and the line up is SICK! Today was so so so good and it can only get better if Vinny was to get better. More of todays photos to come over the next few days but if you really want to have a look there on my flickr http://www.flickr.com/photos/zakcilia/ take a look and drop us a comment would be much appreciated.

This is my home today mum and josh gone out got some music going and on facebook nothing to do in this house i hate living in the middle of no where its LAME! Hopefully going to see Emma tomorrow and Hopefully getting my Reading ticket tomorrow as well I hope it all goes well tomorrow. I Miss Vinyard. :'(

Saturday.

Nothing happenign today either got Sue, Mark and Max over was alright watched shooter had a tasty chinese :D

Friday.

I have figured out that from this spot I can make cerials and not have to move everything i need is in arms reach im having breakfast sitting there from now on :). Umm Umm Friday what happened Friday. Not a lot like normal actually college was ok got my print all done so thats cool and yeah not a lot left to say.

1,2,3,4!

Meh nothing happened today was gonna go see Emma in hospital but shes been moved to Cambridge Hospital so plan is to go on Monday Man I Miss Her.

  
 

Ahhhhh HEADACHE

Got a massive headache it hurts so fucking much and paracetamol is not helping. Ahhh :(
Anyway tomorrow should be good as im going out to meet Saz and get my reading money. Today failed so much really couldn't be bothered. Fuck it im off laters.

Tuesday oh I don't care what the date is.

In a really meh mood my mums being a complete dickhead this evening so screw talking to her tonight. All I have to say tonight is GET WELL SOON VINYARD I MISS YOU AND HOPE YOU ARE ALL SWELL AND BACK TO NORMAL SOON I LOVE YOU. XXX

Monday

Monday was not so eventful at all nothing really happened so nothing to say.

OH MY GOD LAST NIGHT :D

I look rough today didn't get back till 2 in the morning. Ok so yesterday was one of the best days of my life. Started of by meting Sam and Chris at audely end station then we met Ben and Yasmin at bishops Stortford and headed up to covert garden to meet jummie lily and Jimmy. from there we went to cyber candy got some mountain dew :D then we headed of to Camden town were me Ben yas and Chris got KFC was so tasty. Then it was time to go to the gig got there and the line was huge so we were there for a while but we finally got in. Saw this well nice t shirt and got that ( see above) We The Kings came on to some beasty bass was so good. And Forever the sickest kids were actually so fucking good. But OMG you me at six know how to put on a show they were unbelievable. So was a really good night. But coming home was effort I have never needed a piss more in my life i was dying the whole way to Liverpool street it was so bad but yay for McDonald's toilets. Right so coming home so dick head at brixton smashed a bottle and it delayed trains for ages : / so we missed the last train and headed off to Epping were my dad and Sam's parents were going to get us I quote Sam thank fuck for parents. Got home at 2 and slept till 10 im so tired so early night tonight :D

You me at six :D

Well I can't say much as its the start of the day but I need to do lunch and then get ready to go to London with the crew and see YM@6 ahhhh so exited :D going to be a good night so bye.

Friday night. LOVE

Day 1 of my Love Hate project Hate is to come tomorrow an I am going to do a self portrait to represent Love and Hate as well. My internet is still kicking in and out : / English exam went ok today. Finally got a sketch book for print and am back on track :D Oh yeah had an Indian was tasty !!! And You Me At Six tomorrow ahh going to be good hit some scene kids in the face will be a laugh. well nothing really going on so night xx

Thursday day did nothing blasted out some music whilst doing some work was quite fun actually I love music. Went to youthy it was quite quiet tonight not everyone was there was a good night though. Here are some photos I took that night.

I miss Ireland

This was the blow up guitar Sara got us in Ireland for Stefan's Birthday Party and they turned up the day after silly postmen. I'm so exited for you me at six on Saturday :D I don't quite know how Im feeling today exited bored tired mixture. All I know is I just want time to fly by to you me at six then AFI then Stefan and Brad down then Asking Alexandria then to my birthday and then to Reading that would be nice I have things to look forward to but I still wish I was that little bit happier. College is starting to really get to be and just purely bore me.

Another Awesome Day.

Today was really good. I went into town and got some bits and bobs for my portfolio which cost to much. Then had lunch with Emma :D then she drove me to the skate park and i met her and hour later and we went to Bishops Stortford to see Andy for a bit and just chilled was really good. Im loving seeing them more now it is so GOOD. You Me At Six on Saturday :) going to be so good ah loving life at the moment. 

Monday 15th march.

Will and his new girlfriend Jess she is a crazy one. Today was alright I suppose. College is so boring. Nothing happening tonight apart from Glee I might go Walden tomorrow get some bits and bobs for my portfolio and go for a quick skate whilst im there.

Mothers day.

Did nothing today went to my nan's saw Alice in wonderland was alright not as good as it was bigged up to be.

Best day EVER!!

He was so spaced out for a bit in sainsburys coffee part. oh the people who work there have the funniest hats. Well started off the day meeting Emma i at station she pulled up in her snazzy car it was so cool!!! then we got Andy and went to drop off poppy at Stansted then on the way a women had a massive death wish and walked out straight in front of Emma who had to swerve round her. then we went back to town to get a nice lovely drink of tea or coffee whatever they had i hate both.

Then andys sister called and asked if we could go get her and help her with some stuff so we did that and nicely manovered a large mirror into emmas car which was a laugh then went and dropped her back home. Then we went back to emmas for some dinner and me and Andy cleaned the mud out of the car for Emma. After that at half six we went and got Kat from hers and headed off to the gig :D

Meet Kat, Brett and Emma :D

And Lydia

The gig was so good the crowd was kinda pooy but the bands played so well. well done guys :) All in all was a really really good night. And yes I did just tell you my whole day hope you enjoyed it.




When you love something so much and you know it will never be yours you try to ignore it but tonight I learnt that I can't ignore you I love you to much you know who you are.

Yum Yum Custard Creams :D

Going Going Almost and Gone. I love custard creams :D well today was boring as hell, got home mum was late picking me up AGAIN. Why is everyone in this house always god damn moody I swear I am the only normal/ happy person in this house at any time. Thats apart from my nan but she doest know what's going on half the time. Cooking dinner so got to go but looking forward to tomorrow :D seeing the one and only Ms Vinyard going to be sweet.

Happy Birthday Bro

I look so bad but oh well its got Emma in it so it makes me happy. Happy Birthday Little Brother. Today has been rather boring home alone pretty much. College tomorrow : / Really can't be assed but hey life goes on. Saturday is going to be good spending it with Emma and Andy then going to the IYWASH gig in Newport so my Saturday sorted. Andy Again well done Emma on passing your driving test.

Old times.

This is an old one when Brad was still in my history class. I worked my ass off in this lesson and still got a D yet my course work was a B lame :/ The lesson was always a laugh though. Not a lot happened today college was alright. Not really got anything planned for tomorrow. Saturday will be good though.

This is that comes to mind today.